By: Rajesh
Published: Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Is lOVING a SIN?
Hi friends this Rajesh. I stay in Humayun Nagar, am studying in VJIT.
I love a girl named Priya and it all started like this..
It was the first day of my college, I was very tensed,with the tension in my mind I entered my classroom..all were laughing and having fun..this girl Priya was dressed in pink and her cute smile swept me off my feet. As soon as I saw her I liked her. Then later we became friends and we had a gang..we were 7 including me and Priya.
We used to hang out, go to movies, bunk the classes and sit in canteen. We all had great fun. Those days were the golden days of my life. Ala ala first year was done and because of god’s grace we all cleared our exams then came the holidays, believe me those holidays were like hell. I missed my friends a lot especially Priya. I couldn’t even call her because her dad was very strict and did not encourage calls from guys.i used to sit hours together thinking about her.
Then one day I planned for a movie with the entire gang especially to see her. That day was so special that I cant even tell those feeling in words. That day in the movie I happened to sit beside Priya, I was really really delighted. Believe me till now I don’t know what Is the story of that film. I could not concentrate on the movie at all..my heart was jus singing priya…o….priya[:D] then after a few more days torture( ie holidays) our college started. In our gang me and prateek were best friends and sinc the beginning Priya and Prateek didn’t get along well.
One day there was a major fight between them and our gang split into 2 and I couldn’t leave prateek as he was my best friend. Seeing Priya daily but not able to talk to her was hell..not able to bear all this one day I proposed to her. She was like I don’t know..i never thought of u in such a way..i tried to convince her, spoke to her, told her I would always keep her happy etc etc and finally she agreed.
That day I felt I was on top of the world..but then I had small problems with prateek but later he understood me..the world seemed really beautiful, me and Priya had great fun. We used to talk on phone for hours together she used to tell me about her family, her school and all. We were very happy.
Then came this guy Kartik, he was Priya’s classmate in school..he proposed to her one day. Priya denied saying she is already committed to me but still she kept talking to me. I took it in a positive way and didn’t say anything..then one day priya came to me and was like she loves Kartik but not me.
I never expected that from her. I coudnt believe what she was saying. Now i really dont know what to do. But i really need her … Please help me..please tell me what to do..i really cant live without her…she is my life...
5 comments:
hai rajesh
i understood ur problem. mistake is not from your side , its from her side .... if not karthik she may say again yes to someone else in future .... Dont think about such sort of girl .. concentrate on ur career ....
Iam ur well wisher ...
Be proud that u are good ...
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dude i am pretty sure u'l get over her. I had experienced something of dat sort only. But i came out unscathed and much more stronger. Join a gym ,get some nice physique. Love is not everything and i am pretty confident that she'l come bak to u some day saying i love u .But then u shud be in a position to say move on BITCH. Watch this movie called holiday .Pretty good for ppl who have undergone breakups .
by what you said the matter... iam giving answer .......... different girls and men also have different behaviours and different psycologies...i am expecting her behaviour is she is not serious about her life and not serious in her love......she is not constant on her thoughts.she is not having clear idea about her life.but you are much better than her. she needs one boy to talk and share her thoughts and to talk..automatically u asked her to love then she just accepted,then .she might felt as proudly and when karthik said she might compare with u.then she liked him.....after somedays she may leave kaarthik , see another guy or may comes to you.dont follow and show over love on her,have ur love at ur heart only.
i can say 2 choices to you ...one is forget her and maintain good behavior and study well and develop good career and enjoy with friends and think positive and be happy.so by this way u can get good career and may get lot of girls more beautiful and more good nature , priya may comes to u agian and ask you.then ur intrest..
second choice....ask her to explanation.by wat she give answer ,u can change her by your behavior...... forgive her and dont folow her maintain good behavior and attract her., must maintain dignity... dont follow her .try to change her psycologically...if not possible leave her.be happy and follow first choice
take it easy......dont serious on her........in life u can get lot of girls more better than her.
even if u feel very sad...concenrate on another things like spending with friends , watching films, sports.......then after u can forget after some days
all the best..........
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